“I was an active teenager, however like most teenagers I fought a very negative battle of poor self image. This led to a decade of fad diet after fad diet. My weight ballooning at times to in excess of 130kgs. Everything in my life came down to excuses, I had one for everything…(the ones I'd say out loud) it's too cold, I have a back injury, I have 3 children, my husband travels away 6 months of the year… (to the ones I could barely admit to myself (how can I go to a gym looking like this? Do they even make gym clothes in my size, what if I spend the rest of my life like this??). I had my 3rd baby in August 08, I was huge, I was uncomfortable and I was unhappy. I joined a gym, I did the moves, I lost a few kgs…yay right?? NO. I was 31 for goodness sake. Everything was a battle, I just didn't have the energy to be the parent I wanted to be, that I knew I could be…that my kids deserved!!
So what was I going to do? No really WHAT WAS I GOING TO DO!! Well for the first time in my adult life I was going to do SOMETHING, no more diets, no more pretending at a gym, NO MORE EXCUSES, I was going to find someone to help me be me! I called Kieran on a Tuesday, he came to my house the very next day. We did a physical test and for once I was not embarrassed about how unfit I was, I didn't have to hide and I didn't have to make any excuse, I was stoked to know that it was all up from here.
The results came thick and fast, every session I saw fantastic results. I worked hard but I knew if Kieran said I could do it then I could do it! It may not have been pretty and I may not have always enjoyed it but I could do it! For 6 months I was like a horse with a carrot dangling in front of me on a string, whilst my physical, mental and emotional strength grew so did the sessions, I dropped massive kgs. I learnt about myself, I had the physical energy to do the things I had always wanted to do (like running the 10km bridge to Brisbane) but I also had the mental energy to see where I had been and why I had been there, and with Kieran's help, why I will never have to go back there.
I have had another beautiful daughter since my major results and I'm not saying having a baby was easy on my body, but I was back training with Kieran within 8 weeks of her birth and I am only 5kgs off my goal weigh. a massive 50kgs lighter than my 20's. I walked my kids to the park today, 8km round trip, not because someone told me too but because I wanted too! And I loved every minute of it!
Why did I let Kieran use my real name on this website? Why did I let him use a full face photo? Because I am real, my story is real, I am not embarrassed for what I was, I am proud of what I have become.
Does my story motivate you? Well I hope it does. It's not that old saying "well if I can do it anyone can" It's just simply that ANYONE CAN. The rewards for being honest with yourself, for giving up all the excuses are worth it because you are worth it!
It's you that has to decide to change, no one can do it for you. BUT you do need someone there on your side, fighting right there with you. I can't begin to thank Kieran for all the help and support he has shown me. His dedication to helping others in phenomenal.
Without him I had the WILL but nothing would have changed because I needed him to show me the WAY!
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—Amelia Clarke, South East Qld